Clear my head..

Today I feel like I could burst, like theres something inside I need to get out.  Yet, I don't know what it is.  I feel anxious and antsy.  I feel like maybe there's something coming but I don't know what.  I feel like sometimes I lose the truth in myself but am so confused as to how.  Maybe I need a break from life.  Just a day.  Just a few hours.  Time for me alone and me only.  A blanket under a tree where I can look up into the blue and get lost in my thoughts.  Doesn't that sound lovely?  Maybe I need to make that happen this week.